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angie 发表于 2008-11-9 11:07:00 |
YES，I AM DOOMED.
I go over my pains regularly, if it's not in real life, it's in my dreams.
as for last night, dream it is. the usual drama, the routine family quarrel. then i thought about rafa (in my dream). why can't everyone live their lives like him, respect people, be productive, enjoy his life (youth,especially), always want to improve, try his best even when hanging out with family or friends.
then i woke up in tears.
today, the drama goes on in real life.
i've ALWAYS wondered whether it's my folks failed me, or i failed them.(OR i failed myself, they failed themselves and there's some kind of interaction). i know i've never lived up to their expectations (or mine ). BUT there is some really really negative thoughts embedded in the heads of their generation. they either got status anxiety or hatred of the wealthy and decided to be content with who they are. that's the problem i have with my folks now. things are working out, which is good. but still i can hardly admire those two.
YES，I AM DOOMED.
Lucky i made the best of my fan's crush on rafa (sounds juvenile, i KNOW). i share his va-l-ues. i believe in him. actually, it's the best thing i've ever believed in, considering the last two were cynicalness from HOUSE M.D. and workholic with no life (at all) from CSI:LV.
Now there's the impeccable belief, just don't let the negative thoughts or whoever have them get to you. KEEP MOVING ON !!!!!!!!
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